....Hurt and Frustrations, I can't take it anymore!....
>>Oh, how i wish, I didn't learn to fall in love with somebody if it will lead me to pain that was piercing my heart. I just can't pretend anymore that I am strong enough to carry all the pain that i am into. I am weak now, I can't take it anymore, my heart is already broken to pieces, I don't know if it will ever be back to what they are. I don't know what to do now, I feel being left alone in a dark and dusty road with no one seems to care. How many times do I have to cry just because of this stupid things, this stupid feelings?! I just can't move on, it's because I love him dearly but he doesn't even care if I will be hurt, he just go with the flow. I guess it's my bad luck for love. I guess I don't really had the chance to straight up this feelings of mine. I was so stupid, so damn stupid! I can't be the biggest PRETENDER and LIAR anymore, I am weak now, I just can't believe that it will end here. I was usually that strong girl that never gives up but now I am that damn quitter of love. My heart is broken and my brain is rotten, I can't decide anymore, I am so STUPID! He made me a complete fool! I don't care anymore! If he will continue this treatment to me! Fine! Have his way, I don't care whoever the trash that he'll pick up! My God! Magsama sila, isang basura at isang basurero! Akala niya kung sinong diyos ang sarili niya! He is nothing but a good-for-nothing person in this big world! Who cares only to break innocent sweet girls heart! Suit himself! Anong pakialam ko? It's ok, fate have their way to broke my heart. But I don't blame him or my destiny for this things, I only blame MYSELF for falling for him.. I am an idiot and a pure fool!
>>So, I am going to vow down, that starting today, I'll keep my heart shut and silent.. I don't wanna fall in love anymore.. What for?!? To make myself the BIGGEST FOOL again?! Nonsense! I don't care about him anymore, I'll try my best to forget him, I don't want to be down and hurted again! So my advice for everyone is "Never misunderstood LOVE, some LOVE are only a DISGUISE! That bound to make people CRY!" Gotta go! See yah! *muAh*
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